Friends, here I'm sharing a part of my life through 26 letters of English. The story can make you laugh but I bet whether you are girl or a guy, you definitely will learn lots of things or may be you can be able to find out that WHAT DO A GIRL WANT.
A cute, good looking, sensuous, sensible, caring girl is a dream of every boy. A girl jumps into the sea looking for the same quality bearing guy. A beautiful girl can make you dizzy, like you've been drinking jack and coke all morning. She can make you feel high, for the single greatest commodity known to man - promise. promise of a better day, promise of a greater hope, promise of a new tomorrow. This particular aura, can be found in the gait of a beautiful girl, in her smile, in her soul, and the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seem like its gonna be ok. I was about half in love with her by the time we sat down. That's the thing about girls. Every time they do something pretty, you fall half in love with them, and then you never know where the hell you are. Slowly you are drown in the waves of their attraction/ infatuation/ love. I also was so drown in her killing waves of love, unfortunately I am a good swimmer and managed to escape. But the frustration of surviving and taste of water I engulfed during battle of our LOVE and DECEIVE made me so anxious to know everything about that deceiving goddess that she took me as detective trying to enter her personal life forcefully.
Main sach mein paagal ho gaya tha uske liye (shayad ab bhi hoon). Par sach kehte hain, kahe sune par vishwas nhi karna chahiye. So did I, Wo chatting karte-karte pyar kar baitha. Usne bhi interest liya but main doobta gaya aur wo dubaati gayi. Waqt par pyar ka izhar na karne ki saza pehle pa chuka tha isliye Dil ki Baat keh dali. Bas wohi din tha, ladkiyon ko dekhne samajhne ka nazariya hi badal gaya mera. Its been more than 2 years since then but till now some questions pertaining to girls which makes harmonic sounds in my mind and the stress I dissolved solving those questions keeps me awaken whole the night.
Actually I'm a restless ambitious guy and my mind never stop thinking or manipulating unsolved questionnaires all the time. I thought I need a girl to share my burden. But there was an obstacle between me and her. I was so shy that even can't say hi or stare into eyes of females.
Finally I was in love with a girl of my school. I was 18 that time and of course she was my very first love. Now I wanted to impress her any way so after efforts of 5 nights I wrote a love letter containing 73 pages, passed it to my friend who worked as my postman. The letter made her laugh and she started exploring who I am. After a weak we were finished with our final exams and she was on the way to her home with her friend (Priyanka). I gathered some courage and approached to them to say how did u like my li'l letter. She replied, "There are 20-25 pages still to read" and laughed so hard. For their surprise I presented them another huge envelop containing 78 pages love letter which I prepared soon after making the first one. Both of them turned almost mad receiving this filmy letter. For my surprise, the same day I got call from her side saying you are an interesting guy "Suri", be my friend. I was so excited that thought of writing another love letter but her friend told that there is first one still to read, and second one is on the queue and I gave up. Now we talk at least 3 hours a day through phone lines. Days were passing so fast that I grew a year older but couldn't say her "I LOVE YOU". I felt my mistake when I caught her making romance with an other guy in apple orchard. It was an end of my love store which never started actually. (After one year she was engaged to her third boy friend but died of cancer before marriage) Now I decided never to fall in love.
the all new stupid... Mr. S.K. Sharma (Suri) sureshmanali@gmail.com
After some years I accidently met a girl through a social networking chatting site (FRENZO (Mobile) on Airtel network). Her user name was Priya. We shared a lot that after 3-4 months I realized that I've been addicted of her. She told me she is from Shimla, her real name is Priya Sharma and asked for my cell no. I readily posted my number and in addition to online chat, we started sms'ing, mails and phone calls (I told her about my first love ). Everything was going as it should. Her vacations were over now she was going to Chandigarh for her Bio Technology classes, she told me that she will be missing me all the time and given her Chandigarh's no. too. In between I told everything relating to my past or present and so did she (I thought so). Suddenly one day I realized that she is not telling the truth, there is something wrong which she doesn't reveal to me. Her name, address etc. When I asked her she told me she's a girl and cant reveal her real identity and asked me to send my photos first. She made her consent on the words that after receiving my photos she will tell everything I want to know.
Here is the original clipping of her mail "hiiiiiiiiii ......... let me tell u 1 thing clearly..... frenzo was jst a timepass 4 me bt when i chat to u nd came to no abt u then i got attchd to u nd i was really impressd by ur talks.... i m very tru at heart.... chah kr bhi juth nhi bol pati.... isliye uss din bata diya ki i m nt priya....aur han mera bus naam wo nahi hai bt baki jo bhi batya wo sach tha....... my eyes got wet after reading ur mails..... mujhe acha nahi lagta ki meri wajah se kisi ko dukh hoo aur shayad maine anjane main bahut badi galti kar di hai ....... i m rally sooooorrrrrryyyy yar..... try to understand i cnt reveal my identity..... bt its a promise when u send ur snaps sane day i vil tel u my real name nd whtever u want to u.......... plzzzzzzzzz med aur khana time se khana ok".
I felt guilty on my belief of having such kind hearted friend who had made her home in my heart till now. I could not understand the fact that she would make friend after watching his photo. Ok fine, I did whatever she need, posted some of my old photos available at that time. Now she prepared one more quest for me, "THE SALARY THEOREM". She argued about the minimum salary to which she sighed at 20 to 25K (25000INR) per month. Also she asked about the car and I refused of having one. I think she was making judgement of my personality and my wealth. Probably I was fail. After that day she started ignoring me. When I noted the status of our sinking friendship I lost my temper and conscience. I was shocked and started thinking lots of unnecessary things. All of sudden I wrote an e-mail to her telling how much I care for her, how much I love her, how much I need her and what she have done to me. Also gave her suggestions of true friendship and love to which she replied
"i dnt no wht u think abt me bt i think ki tum kuch zayada hi sochte ho....... m feelng guilty tht y i askd 4 ur pics....... i m really sorry 4 tht ......... plz dnt send any mor nd im really soory yar byeeeeeeeeeeeee t.c" (Original clipping).
After this, anxiously I started searching for her real identity and did lots of efforts. Finally got to know that she was from Mandi and her real name is Ku*i*a Sharma. To show her that how much I love her and how much pain I have had just to find her and her identity I posted a SMS containing her real name and address to her. But she made negative sense of this and finally stopped replying me.
And she never replied my mails. I think I made a mistake loving her so desperately. And yeah, Still I love her. Actually she was my first and last true love. I never saw her but for me, it doesn't matter how she looks. The love she given to me and by her talks, for me she's the most beautiful girl of the planet. I told her that I wont talk to her anymore. But reality is, I always wanted to do so, I think of her hundreds of times every single day but she even doesn't notice the pain I'm feeling every second. Priya finally I'm speechless but wanna convey my feelings through this song....
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Now coming the finals, few months before I met a girl through online chatting. I had been loyal to her but didn't told her so much. We exchanged our phone nos. and became good friends. After 4 months one night she called me up and asked for phone sex. Being honest and good human being I told her that we should not do such bad things. She abused me and said " You gay, don't u have c**k, never ever think of calling me. Bada aya sadhu mahatma, Good bye u loser." For me it was like breaking of hymen accidently exactly one hour before my honeymoon. Our friendship was over now.
I abandon the situation and reached to a decision that most of girls doing chatting are fond of sex and this kind of things so with great hurtle I started talking vulgarly to my next friend. She abused me hundreds of pounds that I couldn't bear the burden and deleted her. I tried the same thing on few more girls but every time I was victim of their red hot anger.
Some men know that a light touch of the tongue, running from a woman's toes to her ears, lingering in the softest way possible in various places in between, given often enough and sincerely enough, would add immeasurably to world peace hahaha.
Now I think I'll never be able to impress a girl, so abdicate the girl hunting. Found some reasons of my failure:
Don't know how to speak lie.
Don't know how to flirt them.
Kept thinking she should not feel bad of my words.
Kept finding true love in this cruel world.
Couldn't show my feelings at right time.
Always tried to become loyal in vain.
.... Now my question to all lovers and readers is WHAT WRONG THING DID I DID and WHAT DO GIRL WANT ACTUALLY???
